Smile again

By:

Janti Fitri

wake up in the morning,

And feel so amazed,

Oh what a bright day, it's time to start a new day.

with thousands dreams and hopes.

Walking down the street and say hi to all the people,

Running children off to school,

People walk and run to catch a time,

Oh what a bright day, it's time to start a new day.

Hey little girls who break down, please don't cry,

The sun still shines for you,

Come to me and let's run, catching your dreams,

And flying so high.

Hey little boys who left behind, please don't cry

Show me your sweet smile,

And laugh with me,

We'll gonna make the world at hand.

(sent to Avril Lavigne contest- 1^st August 2011 – Smile again)

Scar

by

Janti Fitri

I was just a girl and fell in love,

I have wrote thousands songs for you,

I want you to listen to it with your heart,

I want you to understand that I'll give all what I have.

But I saw you there with a girl,

In the corner of cozy cafe, she dresses well,

She talked to you as if she is a Juliet,

She sat as if she is a princess.

I left the day with my guitars,

Cruising all the night with my scars,

Catching the winds to ease the pain,

Stop the day and wish you will love me.

But now I am here,

Little bit naughty and crazy,

Still sing with my guitar though,

Still have the same faith.

To be with you is not my dream now,

I'm proud enough to be me today,

But I still know that she's marry with a rich man not you,

And you still try to find out real you.

I don't know should I laugh or cry,

It is not fair if you want me to love you now,

Cause you have wrote me scar in my heart,

And you know it is not easy to wash away.

(sent to Avril Lavigne contest- 30^th Jully 2011 – Scar)

My Best Secret

By:

Janti Fitri

A little golden hair girl,

Left her small town to ease the pain,

And the tears that shed,

Brought thousands dreams that hope it would be true.

But she brings the memories that she can't forget,

But she brings a bag full of secrets,

And it was you, only you,

A love that she thought will never die.

She is there and happy now,

A bit naughty but it is just fine,

Only laughter you can find,

And you have been forgotten.

You just stay there and watch her now,

Feel to blame and want her back,

But don't you know her best secret,

Forget you and flying high.

(sent to Avril Lavigne contest- 27^th Jully 2011 – title Best Secret)

An Old Letter to You

(Not send)

by: Janti Fitri

I loved you since I didn’t realize what love is,

But now, I will set you free from my heart.

I will love you still as a young dream to dream.

But I must realize that having you is just a dream.

I cry my tears when I saw your happiness

But it won’t be fair to you if I beg you to realize.

Be happy and thru your love, live with one you know and you love.

I might appear in a real life but you are not a life I live in.

It is not easy to erase you from the memory I keep under my brain.

Changing you with thousands men I met cannot replace you in my mind.

But I realize loving you is just like I love my own shadow in the mirror.

Even though it is hard for me, but I must set my direction to the happiness that is destined for.